Give Me Ears to Hear

Given the topic of the past two devotionals I have received (and shared on this blog) I think it's safe to say God is trying to get my attention. He is reaching out to me and I, frustrated, have been missing the point.

I've asked myself this question many times before but I will ask it again now. How long can one ignore the call of God before he/she forgets the sound of His voice? I've worried often that I neglected my relationship with God long enough to lose the ability to hear Him when He calls. This thought causes a desire in me to stir and I long for a better relationship with my Father. This desire is often squelched over time by other desires or mere laziness. It feels as if I am in a daily battle with myself. This aggravates me to no end but I can't imagine the frustration God must feel.

Though it is, and will always be, a battle for me to maintain my focus on God and what He is leading me to do, a great thought occurred to me this past weekend. God must have some pretty big plans for my little life for Satan to strive so consistently to distract me! What does my God have in store for me that is causing the Father of Lies to continually whisper in my ear? This bolsters my faith. It increases my spirit. It makes me want to look Satan in the eye and say "Bring it." With much prayer and with God's help I will follow Him anywhere. I want to see the plans He has for me.

The point is, God is still working in my heart. His pull on my heart is ever growing and for that I am eternally grateful. It is a testament to the fact that we are indeed saved by works. Not our works of course. But saved of Christ's works. And persevered by the Holy Spirit's works. And kept forever safe by God's works. He leads me like the sheep I am and when, despite His best interest for me, I attempt to ignore His leading, He breaks my leg so I can't wander off again. I love that about my God! I love that He knows just how fallen I am and yet He actively pursues my heart and keeps me close. He is requesting a fellowship, a relationship, with me. He knows me better than any and yet He still wants to use me. For lack of a better expression, How cool is that?! How great must His love be for me. How great is my God!

Two simple statements that ring true and hit home to me today are as follows...
"Jesus loves me, this I know." Though I can't comprehend it, I believe it with all that I am. It is evident in His pursuit of my heart. And just as simple yet, mind boggling, "Jesus knows me, this I love." And because He knows me, because He loves me, because I am His child, I am ready to hear what He would have me to hear. I covet your prayers as I struggle against my nature to hear all voices other than the Spirit's. Give me ears to hear Lord. Yours is the only voice that matters.